Entry from the diary:
For the past three years, my life has unfolded as a series of gray, anxiety-drenched scenes - an unending path that grows heavier with each step. A life that I watch, unable to comprehend or shape, slipping from my grasp.

I’ve always been comfortable with myself, but now solitude has turned into loneliness, the world has become small, and I’m a big heavy stone that doesn’t fit into the room’s walls, rolling somewhere down.

Bullet from the heart. From this moment on, I promise myself to cherish and love this life carefully, instead of hiding in memories tinted with bright colors, where I didn’t yet know what happiness looked like.

I am a candidate in faith.
I am learning to believe in myself,
in people and the world,
in love and justice.